Cece's Little House of Horror

(05:40:39 PM) Cece: I often times want to be alone, left to dwell on the past that I can never fix, I never feel like I amount to anything when I try to do something right, and when I fail I feel even worse… I have hated the way I look since I was a kid, and Im so afraid of what people think of me in real life that I sometimes dont want to even bother getting up to try and do anything. I have baggage, I may have some depression, and I seriously think I have a mental problem, because I don’t feel like I act 22… I feel like I’m still 17 or 18. I hide within the darkness of my thoughts way too much for my own good… and I still second guess every action I take…..

(05:40:44 PM) Cece: /endrant

(05:41:07 PM) James: Okay, so we’re both wired about the same :)